Saturday, November 28, 2015

I can be the trouble, baby, you can be my bass

He tells me all finnish guys are finished and I think him finishing me off.
I'm a good girl who knows exactly when to be bad.
but it does not mean I always know how to avoid trouble.
Yeah I'm a good girl but sometimes I do not understand its meaning.


How you can think you know me when you sleep at the time when my mind awakes

I'm like a werewolf 
because when night comes 
I'll turn in to something different
 and only those who
 spend the night with me
 knows me as I am
 in all ways

As you showed me your scars I only held you closer

I'm walking in the 
dark only you by my side.
Trying to recognize 
your shadows from mine. 
I think I've started to lose
 the line between you and me.

Thursday, November 26, 2015

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Don't play on the area you haven't yet discovered

Never trust a man with power 
'cause you can never be sure
 if you're just a one pawn
 in his chess game
 or if he feel threatened by you
 and he'll get rid of you before
 the game even starts

Child is my name

Do you feel every inch of my body
 as I feel yours?
 Or are you as numb from the outside
 as you are from the inside?



Immortal angels

I'm like a night, cold and dark as my soul
and like a red warm ocean cause I belong to Hell

You're just a familiar stranger

 - Someone I know but feel nothing for 

Blame me from your sins

I hug you to hide my shame,
kiss you to hide your blame
and sleep with you to fill 
the bar of emptiness and despair
 that has had years to elapse


Living fucking dead

And still I wonder
 how can I be so empty
 like an abandoned
 mental hospital
 and feel nothing at all
 like a dead corpse
 even everyone coming
 from my front door
 only stabs me in the back
 and those using the window 
stabs me right in my face
like I actually were 
a dead corpse in
 an abandoned
 mental hospital

There's no savin' me

You try to bargain me wings 
so I could join you in heaven
 but you don't know 
I already sold my soul 
to the devil
 to save yours so you
 wouldn't have to face
 what was coming for me
 sooner or later
 any way.

Monday, November 23, 2015

It's on like Donkey Kong

He didn't even say he loved me and I gave myself to him.
The other one said he does and I wish I didn't give myself to him.
What is wrong with me? Honestly.

Everyone's a winner with a heart that small


I didn't know you could 
possibly still hurt me
 more than you already have


But somehow you ripped 
my heart out from my chest 
even I'm pretty sure
  it wasn't even there 
to begin with 

Truth is always way worse than any lie you could ever tell

How love based on lies is wrong
 when love based on truth and honesty
 only gives you nothing but a broken heart
and a fine glass of Jack Daniel's?