It's funny, how you, a girl
don't even know what damage you did to me.
How hard it is for me to trust in people anymore.
I am surprised I am where I am,
and that I have had the courage to go after what I wanted.
You were the only person I told "I love you",
just in spite of not losing you.
And still I ended up doing just that.
I always thought you were the best thing that happened to me.
No one ever noticed me like you did.
I never saw that you just used me,
because I gave you the attention you so desired,
and even my mom became to treat you like her child.
Today I was talking about you with her,
and I was finally able to admit that something so petty like you,
broke me so bad,
yet still I've got life that I didn't expect to have
even when I still knew you.