What used to be so easy for me, now seems to be one of the hardest things. I used to spend a lot of time sleeping and dreaming, but now I seem to just lie awake, relive my past in my mind, even if it would have been the past from an hour ago.
When did I last time remember what dream I saw? When did I fall asleep instantly? When did I not get bothered by small noises at night?
I'm not sure if all this is because I'm enjoying being awake more than asleep or because I'm too stressed to sleep or dream. Am I trying to live right now as much as I can, because I'm afraid it might not last forever or am I too exhausted for it?
Can you even be too exhausted for this?
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