And you are never coming back

 

 With you around I felt more alive than I had felt in a long time.

Your presence always lightened up my mood.

The way you called me by the first letter of my name

always brought a smile to my face.

And the way we made fun of each other

made me laugh to the point that my stomach hurt.

On my spare time I was going through our conversations in my mind

so that I could feel the same joy again as I did that time.

And I started to wait the time I could be with you again.

And if I felt like there was something wrong between us 

I entered in a state of emptiness only you could get me out of.

There were days when you were the reason for my happiness.

And it was wrong to put that burden on you.

Even if you didn't know about.

It was us against the world

when the world was my own reality.